belinejolie

I cant concentrate all day. I’m searching my mind but its all blank. There’s stomachache too, this two days i throwed up twice and it started right after i back from the airport. Depresssing..

Yesterday I was in bed and couldnt make myself get up for several reasons. I could sleep forever and I probably wouldnt mind. I have got to stop staying up so late anymore. I, every morning, have responsibilities now. Since i love money and all, I have to work hard or they will fire me. I sometimes hate my officemates you know..but i dont care with those peoples. They dont matter to me at all. My sweetness is wasted on sour peoples.

There was a situation with the boy (him) pick up the girl (me) in the office. It was Saturday and i dont plan to do Overtime. There’s a football game and the company’s win. I take some pictures of my boses you know, they were so exciting about the game.. but its not the object of what i’d talking about. 

Mmm.. I remember I wear long black skirt, and its the same color with the jilbab and I did something with my eyes, and then I erase it and I reapply it once again. What did that tells you? Im a stupid huehehehe. I just felt like being pretty..or feeling pretty. You know what I mean? I sit tight on his motorcycle and see the sight and we went to Post Office first (Vice President wants me to send something) before have some “Wisata Kuliner”. I treat him and bought Durian for his family too and its just ironic coz I pay the fruit with his money in order to celebrate my 1st Time Salary. I’m a bitch.

In the Airport, I forget to tell him that he changes my life.