belinejolie

motherland gue dimana yak? Bokap nyokap gue orang Minang/Padang, tros numpang lahir di Purbalingga/Jawa Tengah, gede (sekolah dr SD s/d kuliah) di Lembang/Bandung.. so gak jelas kampung gue dmn, hahaha.. whatever wherever. sekarang diriku lagi dimana coba tebak? I grow up in this ‘lil town..so, its gonna be in Lembang-Bandung. Ah Bandung..I see again that traffic jam in the week-end, a lots of garbage in the streets, loud music, malls, plazas and mmm..boys and the air of Lembang too! it so cool and I almost forgot about the water: is so damn cold, cold as ice.

Sudah satu bulan lebih menetap di Amerika, jadi posting pake Bhs. Inggris terus ga pulang kampung, so begitu gajian langsung cabut balik ke sini deh haha dan aku senang aja meninggalkan Karawang yg gersang dan aneh, tros lihat keluargaku, adik-adikku, ayahku..dan ketemu mama juga. Home is where you heart mom is: itchu betchul!

Btw, ibuku ternyata marah ttg sesuatu yg selama ini dia pendam, jadi pas uneg-unegnya diutarakan td malem satu persatu persatu: ada banyak, aku…i have no words for her but cry..cry..cry T.T but but but, as you know that im not that girl who’s always cry over something. Im a nice cool funny pretty and crazy kind-o-girl (narsis terosss!) but, its my mother..people will always be so weak when it comes to their mother, right? Hmm..jd aku ngga malu kalo nangis sesegukan dpn nyokap sendiri =P and i wanna do it again sometimes soon =P, she’s good at make me crying. in the good way.

Hiks, selama ini aku jg br nyadar bhw diri ini selalu sering cuekin mama and lebih fokus/perhatikan ma ayah: soalnya dia lagi sakit. Tapi aku udah minta maaf ma beliau kok, now she knows that i love her and i will always be open to her coz we are in the same sex, so she will understand me better than my father. Mother is always be the right place for sad daughter (sad daughter–>its me: i told her all about my worriedmind, the work, the boss, the headache and stomaches, the officemates (hahaha: its actually not funny at all if you think you are loser), salary, myfriends and the city i live in: all). i hope you follow that very confusing sentences.